Sissy Jersey’s self-humiliation

I’m such a fucking idiot.

I tried to force those thoughts out of my mind. It wasn’t helpful. I couldn’t just wallow in frustration and self-flagellation. I needed to think and keep a clear head. There was a way out of this, I knew it. I just needed to figure out what it was.

I’m so stupid.

Admittedly, I hadn’t planned ahead enough. I knew this was the last place Jill had been seen before she vanished, and after staking it out for a day, it seemed abandoned. So I waited until it was dark and I slipped inside. That was clearly a mistake. I was overconfident and too impetuous. I realized that now.

I’m just a dumb girl.

I really needed to stop thinking like that. Yes, they’d spotted me, jumped me, knocked me out and restrained me up before I knew what was happening. Yes, I’d had to endure them literally cutting the clothes off of me while I was tied up and helpless. Yes, I was stuck here now, naked, with no idea of what they had planned for me, with nobody coming to help me.

I’m a stupid fucking cunt.

God, it’s kind of true, isn’t it? What had I been thinking? Something happens to my best friend, and I just wander in here, thinking I’m some kind of hero. Don’t call the cops or anything, just rush in on your own. Really smart, Kendra.

I’m such a bimbo.

I had never really thought of it that way, but… I guess I kind of am, aren’t I? I mean, I’ve never been the smartest girl around. And now I’m here, tied up in this attic, with my tits all hanging out…

I’m a brainless slut.

I am. I really am. God, it’s so weird that it’s only now, here, of all places, that I’m finally realizing all this. It’s like all this stuff is occurring to me for the first time, but… it’s so true, I don’t know how I never realized it. I’m such a slut. God, I’m getting wet right now just thinking about what a slut I am! Holy shit, what’s wrong with me?

Fucking is all I’m good for.

Yes. Absolutely. That’s it. That’s what I’m for. That’s why they kept me here, why they tied me up like this, why they stripped me. To fuck me. It’s why I’m here, why I exist. To fuck. Oh, god. Fuck, I’m so hot…

I’m a brainless fucktoy.

Fucktoy. Yes. Oh god. That’s all I am. Just a doll to fuck. Just an object. Oh my god, yes. Fuck, I want it. I want it so bad. I’m such a dumb little fuck puppet. Oh god, I hope somebody comes in here soon and fucks me, fucks me hard. Rams their cock into me right here, just like this. Fucks my stupid little brains right out…

I’ll do anything I’m told.

Anything. Anything. I’ll be a good fuckdoll. Anything. Oh god yes. Oh god someone’s coming yes please yes I’m so wet and ready and I need it so bad yes please fuck me yes just like that yes yes yessssss…